I’ve changed my theme for the moment! I was basically messing with my new business site using the css from my other theme that I had made and well kinda screwed the theme up so using this twenty twelve child theme from mammasaurus.co.uk and yes I will be making my own theme again but to be honest I have other websites and things to think about so this one will do for now and anyway I think it’s kinda awesome!
I kinda like the minimalistic themes even if my own I feel are a bit OTT but I do love CSS and trying out new stuff even if it may suck in some browsers but it’s not always about style is it? I mean content is a must (even if I don’t get any comments but spam haha)
I need to stop worrying about what people think of me and my websites. Am I doing this to be popular or am I doing this because I want to? I think I need to chill the feck down get my priorities sorted and just enjoy it and if anyone comments just wee myself a little.
OK maybe not! Comments aren’t the be all and end all of blogging and after all I tend to blog more on here about my thoughts and feelings than what I’ve been up to etc. To be honest may turn them off not sure.
I’m just proud of myself that I’m trying to blog most of December and I’m sure it’ll get better around the 25th and News years. I’m actually looking forward more to New Years because of SHERLOCK finally the 3rd series. I will admit though I’m more of a Rupert Graves fan than anything even though Benny boy is just as yummy!
So I’m working on a new web design for my busses Angel Lust because I want it to be so much more than just jewellery! For one I have a load of art work that needs to be sold on to others. It’s sad that they are just in bin bags lying around doing nothing they should be enjoyed by the masses and to be honest I need to get back into my painting haven’t done any hardly this year.
So yeah my life is as great as something at the moment lol. Nah I’m getting ready for Christmas by staying in and trying not to get myself stressed by people in town on a weekend! Yes I hate it I dislike Christmas well the social aspect of it but yeah I CAN GET THROUGH THIS!
My CBT ends on Monday and even though I haven’t really been doing much of the work. Well I’ve been going to bed early but I still find getting up hard. I’m gonna do it though if it kills me as I have enjoyed CBT and learning about myself and learning to cope with my anxiety. It’s quite scary that it’s the end but I have new-found hope in my life and yeah 2014 is gonna be AWESOME.
Hopefully I will have something more to blog about! I must be the worlds most BORING blogger but at the moment my life is just meh!. But I’m thinking of things I can blog about like make up and shiz.
Yeah I’m BORING
DEAL WITH IT
So yes I didn’t write anything yesterday to be honest I wasn’t feeling great! I mean going out in a gale to get my hair done and then I watched some of the news about Nelson Mandela passing away. I actually felt quite sad to be honest and I’m not sure why! He was a remarkable person though and how he helped end apartheid in South Africa. He’s someone not to be forgotten and I hope the people who may have grown up not knowing who he is use the internet to reasearch what this man went through!
He is a hero to many! RIP Nelson Mandela
In other less important news
Just a short one because I don’t really have anything to blog about because I lead such a boring life! PLUS can’t really talk about it coz you know Christmas presents and stuff lol.
PLUS I’m getting my hair dyed at hairdressers tomorrow and I’m not sure what colour it’s gonna be! I’m thinking blonde or red just depends on what colours they got as it’s new or something.
So yeah I’ll be so happy getting my hair done. I haven’t dyed it in months so it’s got major root growth which is never a bad idea but now I’m gonna distroy it but I like looking good over Christmas with having to be soical and all of that
OK I’ve been wanting to do this for ages but for some reason Jetpack wasn’t working so I’m going to try again! I have written some blog posts about it so if you want to look through the blog then feel free to OR post some comments!
So this happened today
Crazy Xmas Hat haha
Just trying to get into that festive mood! ( Got it from Primark for a few £ )
Yeah so ermmmmmmmm I actually didn’t blog through November not sure why. I don’t think it was a great month but not gonna dwell on it because it’ll just drive me mad. I was also going to change this site but whatever I’ve decided I’m gonna try to blog through out December to annoy myself lol.
I’m not sure how it’s gonna go I’m not the best at blogging but still I need to do this.
So yeah I don’t know what to blog about. My life has seemed to just center around CBT at the moment and trying to get up at an early enough time to do some work and not procrastinating ( Yeah so I’m doing this SMH). I’m honestly thinking of turning this into maybe a photoblog of sorts! I kinda miss my photography and I have LOADS on my computer that I have to share with you.
I’m going to have to work on a schedule though and as much as that freaks me out I don’t want to end up giving up on this blog because of other commitments ( angellust.co.uk) and I love photography as much as I love doing any other art and in fact it was the first thing I got into when I was ill with my depression back in 2000
OK I wrote this in April last year and since then I have had a bit of a relapse. But I’m currently doing a course of CBT and I think it’s working At least It has made me feel a bit more like I can fulfill my dreams! and I’m taking prozac which helps .
I wrote this because I wanted people to know that it’s ok to be mentally ill! It not a crime and it isn’t anything to be ashamed of!
If you do read the following and have any questions please comment. I will try to answer them if I can!