As you can see I have added some widgets to the side bar! hopefully this means you can stalk me haha nah not really. I just wanted it to make it more websitey lol. Not been feeling at all great since coming back from London but finally got my cognitive behavioral therapy appointment well a form to fill in to get one. Not sure I want to go to it but will see how it helps.

Yeah today was a shit day tomorrow is going to be a great day!

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OK so just a short post as I’m going to do a video on what I got in London for my birthday as it’s a lot and to be honest will be easier for me lol Not that I have a lot and I managed not to buy any beauty products as I was wanting to buy the new Paranormal Palette from Illamasqua with my birthday 15 % off.

But yeah London was better than I thought it was! I get anxiety when I think about going to London as I’m not a fan of the tube or people in general but luckily nothing was THAT bad but I will never get why people have to rush everywhere specialy on the tube lol!

London was great. Shame I had to come home but hey who knows what’s gonna happen! Hopfully will have a video up in next day or two!

Thank you x

So I found my dad’s camera and saw it had photos of me and my ex on it the last time I saw him in Manchester. I dont know how I feel about it. I’m calmer about things now. Went to Dr told her that my medication was sending me crazy and she was fine with me stopping them.

But I digress
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So last night I kinda got into a thing on YouTube . I don’t know. I said things got accused of things and I deleted things because in my head I was like wtf are you actually doing and still get shit thrown at me.
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I have sciatica.

That is all I have to moan about right now.

Not sure my life could suck as much as it does right now. I stopped taking my anti depressants. Don’t care if it’s wrong but they were making me worse not better.

Luckily got a Dr appointment Thursday. Hope she can give me something for my back supposed to be going to London for my birthday next weekend!

Don’t know if I should laugh or cry. The shit just doesn’t stop rolling in!